Hmmm

At the moment nothing new really seems to be happening. It's kinda good I guess but i really feel the need for something new. I always feel myself beging for change, whether its a change of relationship or a change of route to school in the morning. Ohh well. I havent really had much to blog about at the moment but I do want to say that im greatful for the current situation i'm in where there is no conflicts and no haters. until tomorrow, Amelia

Thinking

Tody I have found myself in a deep train of thought, again. I like my deep thought process but its distracting and most of the time I end up wondering why I didn't do something and what was wrong with the choices I have made.
Recently, I have had a change of thought. My recent train of thought is unfortunatley in regard to a relationship, for whatever reason, didn't really exist. It an annoying situation, but, I do usualy stick with the common beleif that everything happens for a reason. I know why it would be a good thing that nothing developed but I just wish I had a chance to go back and change some things.
At times I feel I need to help when I see something wrong with someone or something but there are times where I can't help or change what's going on. This is one of those times. Oh well. I'm just gonna do as Rhianna says and 'live my life'. Someday I'll change the world.

pop/punk

Today on the bus something strange happened to me. i turned my ipod on and instead of listening to fall out boy, a day to remember or blink182, i turned on justin. yes. justin bieber. i felt i needed someone my age to listen to. i mean, i completely understand that this 17 year old child hasnt been through half the relationship struggles that he sings about but theres something comforting about the sound of his voice. it doesnt sound like he's complaining and it doesnt sound like hes trying to change the world with he's teen agnst; rather, it makes me feel posative and close to someone who is human.
In saying all this, if i met jusin bieber i dont think i would go crazy over his good looks or anything and i would NEVER give up on blink182, fall out boy or ADTR. ohh well. i think my reasons for listening to a teen pop sensation are completely diffrent to millions of other screaming pre-pubesent girls.